And thus they both had been in the confess-y mood and thus they could not truly fault each other for it; both of them having been placed emotionally on the spot though Essek's had been more reactive. "I have done this for you because I also long for stability but also I do not want to.. I do not mean to assume but that I.. I was counting on you to assist in navigating unfamiliar things."

Of which there were so many.

"I am glad that you are not angry with me, I would've asked for a reassignment if that had been the case." no sense though in speaking of what might have beens. "I would like to step out with.. and I, I meant what I have said. It started in Aeor but I do care about you very much."